The Cult in my Grandmother's House

After reading your book, I know much more about you. Now I need to get to know you as well. A very brave book indeed. This book should be read by everyone, especially those with "romantic" feelings of the USSR. Well done Anja! Hilsen fra Svein

I could not stop reading your book. Just simply could not put it down and I could finish it in the early hours of the night!
From the bottom of my heart: thank you for sharing your story with me — and so many others. Your honesty and openness coupled with your compelling way to tell the truth as it is — in all its horror and without caveats — goes straight into the soul.

One of my favorite books is Ljusbärarna (Eng. The carriers of light) by Anita Goldman. It is about people who overcome unfathomable experiences but have it within them to carry a light and thereby create meaning in their lives and inspire and lead others to see light and love instead of the evil that has been imposed on them. I kept thinking of that book as I read.

That is what you are: a carrier of light!

I will always carry the story with me and I will share your book with my two daughters.

I finished your book and thanks a lot for this special insight. It takes courage to let people read so much about you and your experiences in the past.
Maybe for me as a shrink it is even more special to read it because I can imagine what the described situations mean for the development of a personality.

I admire your strength and your ability to survive and also how you were able to describe all that without getting overwhelmed by hate and anger. That’s why it is good to read your story.

I read this books in just a couple of days. I was completely absorbed. As someone who was also born in USSR and now living in a different country, Canada, although a few years younger than the author, I could really relate to the story. I heard about Stolbun’s cult before, but reading a book from an eye witness account was absolutely incredible. I also loved that the author was able to find happiness and find out that there are different, healthy ways to approach relationships and life in general. I also found my happiness in a different country, Canada so I can really relate. Highly recommend it!

So, I've read this book not long time ago and I really want to share you like with you. Its called "The Cult in my grandmother's house".
But most importantly, what it made me think of is this social tendency to blame the victim. Or not believing the victim.
You know, when all the sexual abuse scandals, which happened like in the 70s, and now the victims are coming out with their stories, telling the world about these abusive people who died many years ago? "This person who is a celebrity, he/she/they abused me"
And you know like there's always criticism. People speculate that one's being abused make it all up to get attention and publicity. "You just want to get into papers, because it's the only way for you to get noticed"
Seriously guys, just think of the one, one thing. Think how difficult it is for people to live all these years with their trauma, confusion, shame and self blame. All these doubts affecting their lives. Think of the courage needed to face it! And the courage to speak up and talk about it! And to inspire other people to speak up.
But some people don't listen. "Oh, you just want to be famous by association!"
Where's the compassion? Where the fuck is these people's compassion?